Blueberry pie

I am really hungry now… I can do this, I can be patient, wait for the pizza guy, thank him, tip him, and get things done, eat that pizza like it’s the last thing I’ll ever do…

I forgot to tell you… that girl… boy was she a beauty… I got her number, I actually stole her number but we did speak to each other on the train so I am not a stalker… She seemed really nice, I think I’ll call her… Of course it’s not a good idea, it’s just the kind of thing my doc told me not to get involved with, I’m here to fix things, not to complicate them… What the heck, we only got one life to live… I don’t know, I think I’ll wait ‘till tomorrow, go to church and have some quiet time, then, if everything seems ok, I’ll call her…

It’s been snowing a bit, it has melted of course, but it’s a start… The coffee here is great and my favorite coffee shop is just next to a nice cinema so I can go see a movie then have my coffee while listening to live piano music… It’s just a reminder of how beautiful my life was, I hope I won’t fuck it all up this time, too…